The times they are achanging!

and so are my feelings, my decisions, the things I want, my - everything

I'm not sure what I want for the autumn anymore. Am I ready for some serious studies or should I just enjoy my freedom and party away?

At the same time I'm ready to grow up and take responsibility. Have my own place and settle down.... I am actually only 19 and got plenty of time to relax in between the studies. Right?!